Late again..

I got late again for the third time. That's one minute late from the finger scan and another minute for the avaya. It's becoming my habit now. I should change it, I know I should. I don't know. I just don't feel like working. I know it's not right to think this way, but I'm really not loving my job. My third instance of my tardiness is a ground for suspension I guess so I should anticipate for a cite from my team lead. My team lead also discussed me my performance for the past 4 months and as expected I failed it. This is not really my thing but I'm really doing what I can to perform my job as best as I could. But I guess this isn't really the best and I know I can do somehting about it, I just don't know what to do.