Payday today! After shift, we went to Fudge Restaurant at 888 A.S. Fortuna St. Mandaue City. We had our very first Dessert Buffet for 175Php. This is the only restaurant in Cebu that offers eat-all-you-can desserts.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Dessert Buffet at Fudge Restaurant
Payday today! After shift, we went to Fudge Restaurant at 888 A.S. Fortuna St. Mandaue City. We had our very first Dessert Buffet for 175Php. This is the only restaurant in Cebu that offers eat-all-you-can desserts.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
85th Month
September 28, 2010 - The 85th Month of our best friendship.. I'm not myself right now.. I'm just sad, maybe.. I greeted her before I went to work. I'm glad she didn't forget this day. She's the one who first greeted mo. I miss her.. so much..
Australia's Next Top Model Finale - Epic Fail
Yes, that's what you call an Epic Fail. Very EPIC!
Monday night's finale of "Australia's Next Top Model" included one of the most cringe-worthy moments of the year, when host Sarah Murdoch announced the wrong name of the winner!
During the live TV finale, Murdoch announced 19-year-old Kelsey Martinovich was the new catwalk queen, defeating runner-up Amanda Ware — and proceeded to let Kelsey celebrate and even give a brief victory speech.
"I just want to thank the runners-up, they've been amazing and all the girls for keeping me on my toes," Kelsey beamed. "Ah, this is crazy!"
However, moments later, Murdoch — who married News Corp. media mogul Rupert Murdoch's son, Lachlan, in 1999 — became quiet and a shocked look came over her face as she listened to producers in her ear tell her she said the wrong name.
"Oh my God. I don't know what to say right now. I'm feeling a bit sick about this," a stunned Murdoch said on the air as the entire audience and the contestants went silent. "I'm so sorry about this. Oh my God. I don't know what to say. This is a complete accident, I'm so sorry. It's Amanda. It was fed to me wrong.
"This is what happens when you have live TV folks, I'm so sorry," Murdoch added. "This is insane."
However, as gracious as Kelsey was in her victory speech, she was equally polite in her realization of defeat.
"It's OK," she said as she comforted a visibly upset Murdoch. "It's an honest mistake. It's all right Sarah. It's fine!"
An equally stunned Amanda was caught off guard by the mix up and when given the stage to accept her title, she could only say "Really, thanks guys!" with a big smile on her face.
Read more at Yahoo! News.
Monday night's finale of "Australia's Next Top Model" included one of the most cringe-worthy moments of the year, when host Sarah Murdoch announced the wrong name of the winner!
During the live TV finale, Murdoch announced 19-year-old Kelsey Martinovich was the new catwalk queen, defeating runner-up Amanda Ware — and proceeded to let Kelsey celebrate and even give a brief victory speech.
"I just want to thank the runners-up, they've been amazing and all the girls for keeping me on my toes," Kelsey beamed. "Ah, this is crazy!"
However, moments later, Murdoch — who married News Corp. media mogul Rupert Murdoch's son, Lachlan, in 1999 — became quiet and a shocked look came over her face as she listened to producers in her ear tell her she said the wrong name.
"Oh my God. I don't know what to say right now. I'm feeling a bit sick about this," a stunned Murdoch said on the air as the entire audience and the contestants went silent. "I'm so sorry about this. Oh my God. I don't know what to say. This is a complete accident, I'm so sorry. It's Amanda. It was fed to me wrong.
"This is what happens when you have live TV folks, I'm so sorry," Murdoch added. "This is insane."
However, as gracious as Kelsey was in her victory speech, she was equally polite in her realization of defeat.
"It's OK," she said as she comforted a visibly upset Murdoch. "It's an honest mistake. It's all right Sarah. It's fine!"
An equally stunned Amanda was caught off guard by the mix up and when given the stage to accept her title, she could only say "Really, thanks guys!" with a big smile on her face.
Read more at Yahoo! News.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
So Long Zagu, Hello Quickly
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| Quickly Taro Ice + Nata |
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| Quickly Taro Ice Special |
Strike 2 Old Lady!
When I arrive home from work, the only thing that I wanted to do is to be in front of my computer and get a nice sleep. Then there came our room. I guess somebody got inside again and made all these mess. Not really a mess though, the curtains are removed and not replaced, and I think the floor was swept but the dust are all over my computer especially the keyboard. What pisses me off is the thought that the arrangement of things in the room and how it looks like was changed without prior notice. The foams are just over the double deck bed and was not arranged the way it was. I need to do a lot of arrangements before I can lay down and sleep. I bet my boardmates are not the one who did this because I strongly believe that they will put everything in order. I have only one suspect - the landlady. She might be the owner of this boarding house but it doesn't mean that she can do anything she wants in our room. We paid for this and we're not destroying anything. And it's our discretion if we want somebody to clean this for us. What made me mad, everything is not in order! We have the right to privacy! I'm really pissed off.. Good thing I have a Bigbang chocolate, it somehow cooled me down. I don't want this to happen again. It's not the first time, and I hope this will be the last.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Weekend at Tabuelan
September 18, 2010
We're supposed to go to Bantayan Island, as planned. We're already inside the V-Hire that will take us there. Considering the travel time, we all decided to change the location: Durhan White Beach Resort in Tabuelan, Cebu.
From Tabuelan, we went straight ahead to Lemon Grass Restaurant in Ayala Center Cebu and we had a sumptuous dinner. Thanks for a great weekend friends! :p
We're supposed to go to Bantayan Island, as planned. We're already inside the V-Hire that will take us there. Considering the travel time, we all decided to change the location: Durhan White Beach Resort in Tabuelan, Cebu.
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| Inside the V-Hire.. before we decided to go Tabuelan.. |
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| Mark, Shine, Jhean, Milan and Luke |
From Tabuelan, we went straight ahead to Lemon Grass Restaurant in Ayala Center Cebu and we had a sumptuous dinner. Thanks for a great weekend friends! :p
Thursday, September 23, 2010
I saw this coming..
I know this time would come.. the time that the truth will prevail.. and then the untold truth..
I was in the office, accessed WebMessenger and Eng, sent me a message.. She asked me if I heard about the news. She said that Bez and her had a conversation. I know what to expect when Eng initially asked me that question. And I am right. Bez and the father of her child are now okay. Eng said that they met yesterday and after that, everything's alright as if nothing happened. Their issues between themselves have been resolved. I guess that's what love really can do. I know she still loves him. I can feel it. I knew it.
What we had, is just a virtual relationship, a relationship that never really existed. It's a hoax. It's just a dream... and I believed it.. No, I believed her. I trusted her, though I know this would happen. I just felt so bad for myself. I thought I'd be the happiest man in the world. I thought my sacrifices will all be paid for. I thought I'd win the heart of the only person I love. I thought I could spend the rest of my life with her. I thought we'd be happy together. I thought I now have the reason to go back. I thought I have the love of my life. Well.. I guess all these will remain as thoughts. Reality check. Reality check. Reality check. Look at the man in the mirror. Is that the man you think she would spend her life with? Impossible. I never lose hope. I said they're not yet married anyway. Once again, I thought, she would realize that all she's been looking for is all here along.. waiting for his turn. I said, it doesn't matter if I'm not the first. I want to be her last. Impossible. I guess I'm too late. The line is already closed. No more chance passengers. No more..
I still appreciate the thought, that when she needs somebody, I'm the one she'll be looking for. I'm just too blind to see. I'm blinded by this feeling that I've been keeping for 7 years.. and more years to come. I thought I should've moved on. I thought I did. I just looked stupid. I'm still a loser. Time to say good bye to my hopeless dreams. They won't come true. They never will.
I'm happy for her. I'm happy that everything will be alright. I'm happy that her family will be complete. I'm happy that they learned from what happened and I hope that it will never happen again.
I hope, she will inform me that they're okay and she won't give me false hopes. She's my best friend anyway. I will understand.
I was in the office, accessed WebMessenger and Eng, sent me a message.. She asked me if I heard about the news. She said that Bez and her had a conversation. I know what to expect when Eng initially asked me that question. And I am right. Bez and the father of her child are now okay. Eng said that they met yesterday and after that, everything's alright as if nothing happened. Their issues between themselves have been resolved. I guess that's what love really can do. I know she still loves him. I can feel it. I knew it.
What we had, is just a virtual relationship, a relationship that never really existed. It's a hoax. It's just a dream... and I believed it.. No, I believed her. I trusted her, though I know this would happen. I just felt so bad for myself. I thought I'd be the happiest man in the world. I thought my sacrifices will all be paid for. I thought I'd win the heart of the only person I love. I thought I could spend the rest of my life with her. I thought we'd be happy together. I thought I now have the reason to go back. I thought I have the love of my life. Well.. I guess all these will remain as thoughts. Reality check. Reality check. Reality check. Look at the man in the mirror. Is that the man you think she would spend her life with? Impossible. I never lose hope. I said they're not yet married anyway. Once again, I thought, she would realize that all she's been looking for is all here along.. waiting for his turn. I said, it doesn't matter if I'm not the first. I want to be her last. Impossible. I guess I'm too late. The line is already closed. No more chance passengers. No more..
I still appreciate the thought, that when she needs somebody, I'm the one she'll be looking for. I'm just too blind to see. I'm blinded by this feeling that I've been keeping for 7 years.. and more years to come. I thought I should've moved on. I thought I did. I just looked stupid. I'm still a loser. Time to say good bye to my hopeless dreams. They won't come true. They never will.
I'm happy for her. I'm happy that everything will be alright. I'm happy that her family will be complete. I'm happy that they learned from what happened and I hope that it will never happen again.
I hope, she will inform me that they're okay and she won't give me false hopes. She's my best friend anyway. I will understand.
For the shortest time, I still felt that I was loved.. that my love has been reciprocated. I hope that was real. I don't want to think that my weakness has been taken advantage of. So long.. so long my almost lover..
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Mark Read - Owe it all to you (CD version) + lyric
was it you, was it me i don't know
why were holding on when we should have let go
you will always dance in my eyes
but there's something i got to say
before you walk away this time
cho:
i owe it all to you
cause you showed me a world i could never see
and now i know the truth, you were always right in front of me
and there's nothing to hold me back now
and there nothing i can't go through
i owe it all to you
did you know i was longing to fly
when you held my hand and you told me don't cry
i never thought i hear this goodbye, no
but there's something i got to say
before you turned away tonight
cho:
i owe it all to you
cause you showed me a world i could never see
and now i know the truth, you were always right in front of me
and there's nothing to hold me back now
and there nothing i can't go through
i owe it all to you
how come the damage is done
the feeling is gone, and we can't escape it
right now i'm shouting out loud
the chain is so strong but i have to break it
i gonna run,im moving on
im always be grateful to you
ohh, i owe it all to you
i owe it all to you
i owe it all to you, ohh
cho:
i owe it all to you
cause you showed me a world i could never see
and now i know that is true, you were always right in front of me
and there's nothing to hold me back now
and there nothing i can't go through
i owe it all to you
i owe it all to you
all to you
i owe it all to you
i owe it all to you
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
The Proposal
I'm just thinking about what if I will marry Divine someday..
When I arrived, she texted me and she's proposing.. "Marry me, this December."
When I arrived, she texted me and she's proposing.. "Marry me, this December."
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Before I go to sleep..
I'm going to sleep na.. That was a long weekend indeed. Back to work later. Expect for a high call volume. I hope I could take calls later..
I'm still bothered about what I read earlier this morning..
Tomorrow, sana masettle ko na ung mga dapat ipalaundry..
I love Divine.. I want to spend the rest of my life with her.. Sana nakapagchat kami kanina, kaso walang chance.. Sana mapanaginipan ko sya para maganda gising ko.. :D
I'm still bothered about what I read earlier this morning..
Tomorrow, sana masettle ko na ung mga dapat ipalaundry..
I love Divine.. I want to spend the rest of my life with her.. Sana nakapagchat kami kanina, kaso walang chance.. Sana mapanaginipan ko sya para maganda gising ko.. :D
Christian Bautista - "I Remember The Girl"
Christian Bautista's latest music video.. with Cristine Reyes.. :D
Monday, September 6, 2010
September 7, 2010
Me and Divine had a conversation yesterday through Windows Messenger. Tinatanong nya kung tanggap ko ba sya, kahit ganon ang kanyang sitwasyon. Sinabi ko oo..
Mula noong malaman kong nagdadalang tao sya, sabi ko sa sarili ko, eto na nga yung katapusan. Dun na magtatapos ang mga pangarap ko, at mga pangarap ko sa kanya. Bubuo na sya ng sarili nyang pamilya, at alam kong magiging masaya sya. Alam ko rin na mahal nya ang ama ng bata. Matagal rin na naging sila. Sa katunayan, tumitira na sila sa isang tahanan mula noong huling uwi ko sa Teresa, noong May 2008. Di na ko magtataka kung balang araw, mangyayari to, at nangyari na nga. Kasal na lang ang kulang sa kanila, isa na talaga silang pamilya. Nung nalaman kong sa isang bahay na sila nakatira, oo syempre nasaktan ako. Sobrang sakit. Plano ko pa naman, paguwi ko, lalakasan ko na loob ko at sasabihin ko na lahat. Nangako ako sa kanya na apat na taon lang akong mawawala, pagkagraduate ko, uuwi na ko. Hindi talaga natin hawak ang panahon, at pagkakataon. May mga bagay talagang nagbabago. Marahil pati ako nagbago na rin, pero hindi nagbabago ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Sabi ko sa kanya noon, "I built a wall around my heart that would only break apart for you." Oo.. isa rin ito sa mga binitiwan kong salita na tutuparin ko, na hanggang sa kasalukuyan tinutupad ko pa rin. Lagi nilang sinasabi saken, "Move on..", "Let go..". I know that's the right thing to do. Ano ba ang tama?
Minsan naisip ko, wala rin palang saysay ang mga sakripisyo ko. Kasama na roon na kelangan kong iendure kung ano man ang tawag ng ibang tao saken. Oo, ako na ang loser. Ako lang pala ang nagsasakripisyo, at ako lang din naman ang gumawa ng sakripisyong to para sa sarili ko. Mukha naman silang masaya, at lalo pa silang sasaya ngayong meron nang anghel sa buhay nila.. At ako, I can stay here in Cebu longer.. hanggang makahanap ng isa pang tao na magpapahalaga saken tulad ng pagpapahalaga nya.. Di ako expressive. Minsan ko nga lang sya ikontak noon.. Ayoko kasing ako pa maging dahilan ng away nila. Tama na saken na iniisip ko sya araw-araw, kahit walang kapalit.
Alam kong malabo na.. wala nang pag-asa. Di pa naman sila kasal.. Marahil, yan na lang ang pinanghahawakan ko. Last month, on the rocks na nga sila. At noon ngang August 16, our status changed.. thanks to facebook. At sineryoso ko naman. Sineryoso ko, malay mo seryoso rin sya. Kahit sa online man lang, naging kami. Ang loser ko talaga. Pero these past few days, nakakapagusap naman kami ng seryosohan. I felt that I was loved. She loves me.. at bumalik ang feeling na parang high school ako. The feeling of being in-love. Napatunayan ko sa sarili ko na mahal ko pa rin talaga sya, at mas lalo ko pa syang minahal. Ayoko isipin na ginagawa nya to dahil marami syang problema ngayon, at kelangan nya ng may magkakalinga sa kanya. Ayoko rin itake advantage ang sitwasyon. Ang gusto ko lang, iparamdam ko sa kanya na may nagmamahal pa rin sa kanya sa kabila ng kanyang sitwasyon. Tanggap ko sya kahit ano pa ang nakaraan nya. Hindi mahalaga kung meron na syang anak. Lahat naman tayo, nagkakamali minsan. Kelangan lang natin ng mga taong tatanggap at uunawa sa anumang kamaliang ating nakamit. Wala namang perpekto. Kahit ako, iniisip ko na isa rin akong failure sa buhay nya. At ayokong dumadagdag sa mga failure nya kung di kami magwork.
I love her.. I love Divine.. That's all I know. I can't imagine myself spending the rest of my life with anybody else but Divine..
August 28, 2010
August 28, 2010 - It's the 7th year anniversary of our best friendship. This day really meant to me. We're still far from each other. My gift to her was the video I created, which is a compilation of our memories, mostly the gifts and letters she gave me that I kept and still with me. The background music is "I Will Remember You" by Ryan Cabrera which perfectly fits the the theme of the video. I'm still having a trouble uploading the video to Youtube because it won't accept the audio. It's about copyright issues and I'm still finding another audio that Youtube will accept. I let her see the video through 4shared.com.
I really missed her. I still love her.. I can still wait for another 7 years to prove her that I will never find somebody else that could replace her in my heart. I love her so much. I just don't know how can I show this to her.. I hope, when our paths crossed again, I'll have the courage to tell her how I feel. I know there'll be a right time for that..
Succeeded to Fail
August 16, 2010
I knew this is the night to make a decision. I made up my mind. I don't want the position. I don't care if I'll be promoted. But later that day, I am not really the one who decided for myself. It's them. I did not get the position. I'm happy it turned out that way. I'm still guilty though. Jaz trained me for about a month, and I failed her. I failed another somebody again. I think it would be better this way. I maybe qualified for the position, but I know I'm not the right person to have it. I will be back to be a normal agent soon, which is a good thing. I will still get my incentives and I can go home early.
I'm still thankful that I was considered for the position, and I appreciate the trust Jaz gave me. Though I failed again, this failure is a success. I succeeded in failing this, and I'm happy for it. :D
I knew this is the night to make a decision. I made up my mind. I don't want the position. I don't care if I'll be promoted. But later that day, I am not really the one who decided for myself. It's them. I did not get the position. I'm happy it turned out that way. I'm still guilty though. Jaz trained me for about a month, and I failed her. I failed another somebody again. I think it would be better this way. I maybe qualified for the position, but I know I'm not the right person to have it. I will be back to be a normal agent soon, which is a good thing. I will still get my incentives and I can go home early.
I'm still thankful that I was considered for the position, and I appreciate the trust Jaz gave me. Though I failed again, this failure is a success. I succeeded in failing this, and I'm happy for it. :D
Inno3d GEForce GT 220 1GB
August 15, 2010 - Finally, I was able to buy my computer a video card. I bought this Inno3d GEForce GT 220 1gb ddr2 128bit HDMI at PC Express in the North Reclamation area, just in front of SM City Cebu. It costs P3000.00. I'm not a full time gamer, but I decided to buy this so that I can play Disciples III.
Here are the complete specifications and features of this video card.
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Key Features:- |
NVIDIA® Unified Architecture |
NVIDIA® CUDA™ technology |
Microsoft Windows 7 Support |
DirectCompute Support |
OpenCL Support |
NVIDIA® PureVideo® HD technology |
High Definition 1080p Display Support |
NVIDIA® PhysX® technology |
Dual-link DVI, VGA & HDMI 1.3a output |
Dual-link HDCP Capable |
PCI Express 2.0 support |
Microsoft DirectX 10.1, Shader Model 4.1 support |
OpenGL 3.1 support |
Superb Graphics
Modern games and 3D applications demand more graphic performance than every before and Intel integrated graphics simply isn’t enough. The Inno3D® GeForce® GT 220 packs 48 processing cores into a compact power efficient design delivering up to 30x the performance of Intel integrated solutions. In order to play today’s top PC games it is essential to equip your PC with the Inno3D® GeForce® GT 220 & GeForce® 210.
Fantastic Video
Get all the video processing power that your digital lifestyle requires. Edit your home video and post it to Facebook or YouTube 4x faster with the Inno3D® GeForce® GT 220 & GeForce® 210. Convert your video and put it on your iPod in minutes instead of hours or make your DVDs look like HD.
Premium Windows 7 Experience
Graphics processing units (GPUs) are an essential element of today’s PCs, enabling more visual and more interactive experiences. As a leader in visual computing and the inventor of the GeForce GPU, NVIDIA worked closely with Microsoft on the development of Windows 7 to ensure that its GPUs take full advantage of the great new features and functionality. If you use your PC to enhance photos, watch or edit videos, play games, or if you simply desire a fast and efficient graphical interface, Inno3D offers a premium experience with Windows 7.
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